If I were a woman I should be getting ready for a week of bleeding because I do feel like I am in the fucking PMS. Why you ask? Because I feel like shit! I hate everything! Yesterday I was at Walgreens getting some vitamins and stuff, and suddenly came this kid from nowhere and bumped me, I got mad like hell and told him to fuck off and watch the fucking way he was going, his mother looked me like she wanted to rip my head off and so I had to send her to hell too…., I felt bad after that, but it lasted for about two seconds because when I was at the line to pay my crap came this fucking old woman and asked me if I could let her pay because she was in a rush, automatically, and without thinking the only words that came through my mouth were - “Do I look like I care?” -, I think she got mad because she left the store without buying anything. And that’s not the only thing, I also feel sorrow, lots of it, a pain in my chest that won’t go away no matter what, a feeling of loneliness and emptiness that is eating all my happiness… WTF, I just made a fucking song…, ha!, so funny….

Damn, I’m becoming a fucking drama queen… but I can’t help it, I DO feel like shit, oh well, I guess it’s my time to use drugs, or find Jesus, or join a Satanic cult that eats babies and rape virgins… or something like that…

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