I used to love cold nights. When I was younger and there was a cold night I used to sneak my dog inside the house and sleep with him all night. Later on, when my dog was cruelly murdered by a car I had to resort on hugging my pillow pretending it was someone I cared. But nowadays that trick doesn’t work anymore, I need to have a real person laying on the bed with me so I can hug that person, feel his breath, his heart beating and the warmth that emanates from his body. Yeah yeah, I know, I am a romantic bitch, under the rough words, the bad attitude and the “evil” look there is a huge heart wanting to be loved and eager to give lots of love, but my heart will have to wait, although, the longer the wait, the more it craves for attention and the harder it gets to control. But today is special, today I HATE cold nights, not for the loneliness or the lack of attention, but because the fucking cold fucked my nose! I can’t stop sneezing! I have watery eyes, runny nose AND I CANT FUCKING STOP SNEEZING! GODDAMIT!

That REALLY gets me angry, one fucking sneeze after another, I can’t work (Well, I wasn’t pretending to anyway), I can’t think, I can’t even laugh! Grrrr!!!!…, well, at least I have an excuse for being lazy today, and if someone comes near me to talk about a problem, I just sneeze them out of my desk… hey!, this is not that bad!