I think I am an exhibitionist, why? Because I like to wander naked around my house.  On itself that is not a problem, I think many people do that especially if they live alone, BUT, there is a little tiny detail and that is that the area I wander around is VERY exposed by the windows.  That was not a problem a week ago because the windows were filthy and you couldn’t see through them, but last week I cleaned them and now everything is crystal clear.  And no I don’t have curtains.  In fact I am about to get my Gay license revoked because my house has no decoration whatsoever, it is just walls, dust and boxes, but that is not a problem that I will fix anytime soon because I might move in a few months, so I wont waste time or money on some superficial decoration.  Anyway back to me naked, I don’t do it because I like, it’s because it’s more convenient.  When I wake up in the morning I usually take a bath, but before taking the bath I go to the kitchen to warm the frying pan so I Don’t have to wait for it later, and since I do that to save time there is no point in putting some boxers or something like that.  Anyway, I am inside my house so if anyone walking outside takes a glimpse to the interior of the house and see me naked that’s their problem! 

Sex…
Hmmm, its weird, this is a blog from a gay man that LOVES sex and I hardly ever write about it.  I remember when I used to feel guilty after I masturbated thinking about a man, at one moment I was desiring to get fucked in the ass and a second later I just wanted pussie and tits.  In time I just came to terms with my sexuality, at least inside me I knew what I was and I didn’t felt bad about it, but I stayed “in the closed” for fear on how my close friends and family would react.  That “fear” forced me to live around five years of abstinence, can you believe that? Five years without any sexual contact, now I find that unbearable.  I think that I have HUGE amounts of will power to be able to hold so long without sex.  I don’t really know how I lived so long without having a blowjob, feeling those warm lips around my dick head REALLY turn me on to the point that involuntary my legs goes up leaving my crack exposed and asking for action.  But what really turns me on is giving rim jobs, I love to explore my BF pink heaven with my tongue, licking up, licking down, a little biting in the cheek, then licking all the way to the dick and flavoring his head and stopping at the right time to avoid him to cum and then going back to his beautiful pink heaven.  That turn me on so much that sometimes I feel like jamming my dick all the way in and start thrusting against him until I cum, but I cant just do that and leave his dick unattended so I have to do it slowly while running my tongue through the border of his head, we keep dancing like that until both of us explode in a sea of semen.  Then we laugh and tell each other how slutty we are, take a bath and go to sleep cuddling.  That’s the best part of sex.  

OMG!, writing that made me so fucking horny, see you later, I HAVE to masturbate right now.   

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