I am an uncle²!!!
Monday, December 12, 2005 @ 10:00 am by DarK SouLLast Friday at 11:00PM was born my new niece and she is so fucking cute!!!, I hope to have a Picture of her sometime during the week so sit tight.
That baby awakened my “fatherhood” feelings and made me realize that I do want to have a family, maybe not now, but in the not-so-distant future, like in 5 or 10 years, but that is one experience that I want to have. Take note, I am not saying that I will become an ex-gay or anything like that but, I don’t either know how I am going to do it. My current BF has stated several times that he doesn’t want, or like children so that is something that we will have to fix if we are still together by then. Other thing is that I don’t want to adopt, I want a biological son/daughter so I might have to rent a surrogate mother or something like that. This might be one of those selfish things that one does to feel “complete” without any real reason but I have always wanted to be a father, in fact, that was the reason that I stayed in the closet for so long, I wanted to have a family first, but I knew that at some point in my relationship with a woman I would betray her for some hot cock and that is something my conscience couldn’t hold for long.
Fatherhood is one of the things that I wish I can experience before I die, and I will even if I have to rape someone!!!
December 12th, 2005 at 10:22 am
I’m curious: why rule out adoption?
December 12th, 2005 at 10:29 am
Because I want a biological son. That might not satisfy your curiosity but is the only reason I have. Besides, is easier to have a biological son than getting an addoption approved for a gay couple.
December 12th, 2005 at 2:27 pm
Well, honestly, I haven’t closed myself to the possibility of raising a child. I’m just not open to doing it NOW. or in the near future. Maybe in a decade and a half, when I’m well over my 30’s and the urge to continue my bloodline becomes stronger, then maybe I will consider having a hellspawn of my own. But now? out of the question. But, as the sweet, caring husband that I am (tee-hee) I would never hinder my partner if he desires to father a creature by his own means. If that is his heart’s desire, I’d never say no. I just wouldn’t be too involved in the raising and caring of a baby. Babies are icky and they smell like poo.
(oh boo-hoo for me)
LOL j/k.
It’s just that… my “fatherly” instinct hasn’t woken up yet. I just dont give a flying fuck about kids. I dunno why I’m just like that. Does having a deficient father figure do that to you?
Just one thing. He better not be impregnatin’ some bitch-ass ho’ the old fashioned way, or there’s gonna be HUGE drama.
YOU DON’T WANT NO DRAMA.
December 13th, 2005 at 12:09 am
In a decade & a half you guys might be able to both donate genetic material so that the kid could be both of yours! It’s only a matter of time before that’s a reality. Screw the egg donor.
December 14th, 2005 at 11:49 am
Si me pagas $100,000 te dejo q me hagas el hijo (con cucharita) y te lo cargo por 9 meses. Tan pronto lo espepite es todo tuyo. Déjame saber si te interesa la oferta. (BTW: es MUY importante mantener claro q es TODO TUYO, no me interesa tener nada q ver con la crianza, sino te sale mas caro).
December 14th, 2005 at 12:08 pm
$100,000??? Do you have “Lamborghini” tattooed on your ass or something? Woman PU-LEEZE! do we look like a wealthy doctor/lawyer couple that lives in the Hamptons to you? If we had that kinda money we’d buy us a penthouse (the building, not the skanky magazine).
December 14th, 2005 at 1:24 pm
Congratulations on your neice!!
I want to have kids one day too but i don’t think I am ready for that yet. I am sure you can find a serogate (sp?) mother, don’t go as far as raping someone to do it.
December 16th, 2005 at 4:08 pm
Surrogate.
And if that business transaction goes through, I sure as shit don’t see Eze running out in the middle of the night to see where he can find prosciutto-flavored M&M’s with a baked-in layer of spicy, cheap hummus. So you better find yourself a serious fuckin’ nurse to take care of that crap, Anais.